Sunday, March 22, 2009

pulse

After hearing a heavy message like the one from this weekend (week 5), it's a good idea for me to take a sort of mental, spiritual, and emotional pulse. What did that bring up for me? How did I react to the "bring it to light, bring it to Christ, and bring it to an end" points? What did I find myself wanting to do afterward?

Without processing information like this, I lose track of where I am and where I'm going.

Since this is an opportunity for me to sort of debrief, I'll volunteer that this was a tough weekend for me. I found my energy level a lot lower than usual, and coupled with that was a slightly negative attitude. My tendency is to ignore these things and try to "do better next time." Instead of pushing that stuff back down inside me, I'm going ask God to help me find the root of my attitude and my emotions.

None of this is accidental or irrelevant, and I just want to figure out what God's got to say about it all.

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